Day 8.

Our Daily Bread

  • The whole Israelite community set out from Elim and came to the Desert of Sin, which is between Elim and Sinai, on the fifteenth day of the second month after they had come out of Egypt. 2 In the desert the whole community grumbled against Moses and Aaron. 3 The Israelites said to them, “If only we had died by the Lord’s hand in Egypt! There we sat around pots of meat and ate all the food we wanted, but you have brought us out into this desert to starve this entire assembly to death.”

    4 Then the Lord said to Moses, “I will rain down bread from heaven for you. The people are to go out each day and gather enough for that day. In this way I will test them and see whether they will follow my instructions. 5 On the sixth day they are to prepare what they bring in, and that is to be twice as much as they gather on the other days.”

    6 So Moses and Aaron said to all the Israelites, “In the evening you will know that it was the Lord who brought you out of Egypt, 7 and in the morning you will see the glory of the Lord, because he has heard your grumbling against him. Who are we, that you should grumble against us?” 8 Moses also said, “You will know that it was the Lord when he gives you meat to eat in the evening and all the bread you want in the morning, because he has heard your grumbling against him. Who are we? You are not grumbling against us, but against the Lord.”

    9 Then Moses told Aaron, “Say to the entire Israelite community, ‘Come before the Lord, for he has heard your grumbling.’”

    10 While Aaron was speaking to the whole Israelite community, they looked toward the desert, and there was the glory of the Lord appearing in the cloud.

    11 The Lord said to Moses, 12 “I have heard the grumbling of the Israelites. Tell them, ‘At twilight you will eat meat, and in the morning you will be filled with bread. Then you will know that I am the Lord your God.’”

    13 That evening quail came and covered the camp, and in the morning there was a layer of dew around the camp. 14 When the dew was gone, thin flakes like frost on the ground appeared on the desert floor. 15 When the Israelites saw it, they said to each other, “What is it?” For they did not know what it was.

    Moses said to them, “It is the bread the Lord has given you to eat. 16 This is what the Lord has commanded: ‘Everyone is to gather as much as they need. Take an omer for each person you have in your tent.’”

    17 The Israelites did as they were told; some gathered much, some little. 18 And when they measured it by the omer, the one who gathered much did not have too much, and the one who gathered little did not have too little. Everyone had gathered just as much as they needed.

    19 Then Moses said to them, “No one is to keep any of it until morning.”

    20 However, some of them paid no attention to Moses; they kept part of it until morning, but it was full of maggots and began to smell. So Moses was angry with them.

    21 Each morning everyone gathered as much as they needed, and when the sun grew hot, it melted away. 22 On the sixth day, they gathered twice as much—two omers for each person—and the leaders of the community came and reported this to Moses. 23 He said to them, “This is what the Lord commanded: ‘Tomorrow is to be a day of sabbath rest, a holy sabbath to the Lord. So bake what you want to bake and boil what you want to boil. Save whatever is left and keep it until morning.’”

    24 So they saved it until morning, as Moses commanded, and it did not stink or get maggots in it. 25 “Eat it today,” Moses said, “because today is a sabbath to the Lord. You will not find any of it on the ground today. 26 Six days you are to gather it, but on the seventh day, the Sabbath, there will not be any.”

    27 Nevertheless, some of the people went out on the seventh day to gather it, but they found none. 28 Then the Lord said to Moses, “How long will you refuse to keep my commands and my instructions? 29 Bear in mind that the Lord has given you the Sabbath; that is why on the sixth day he gives you bread for two days. Everyone is to stay where they are on the seventh day; no one is to go out.” 30 So the people rested on the seventh day.

    31 The people of Israel called the bread manna.[d] It was white like coriander seed and tasted like wafers made with honey. 32 Moses said, “This is what the Lord has commanded: ‘Take an omer of manna and keep it for the generations to come, so they can see the bread I gave you to eat in the wilderness when I brought you out of Egypt.’”

    33 So Moses said to Aaron, “Take a jar and put an omer of manna in it. Then place it before the Lord to be kept for the generations to come.”

    34 As the Lord commanded Moses, Aaron put the manna with the tablets of the covenant law, so that it might be preserved. 35 The Israelites ate manna forty years, until they came to a land that was settled; they ate manna until they reached the border of Canaan.

    36 (An omer is one-tenth of an ephah.)

  • 2 And you shall remember that the Lord your God led you all the way these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you and test you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not. 3 So He humbled you, allowed you to hunger, and fed you with manna which you did not know nor did your fathers know, that He might make you know that man shall not live by bread alone; but man lives by every word that proceeds from the mouth of the Lord.

  • And when you pray, do not use vain repetitions as the heathen do. For they think that they will be heard for their many words.

    8 “Therefore do not be like them. For your Father knows the things you have need of before you ask Him. 9 In this manner, therefore, pray:

    Our Father in heaven,

    Hallowed be Your name.

    10 Your kingdom come.

    Your will be done

    On earth as it is in heaven.

    11 Give us this day our daily bread.

    12 And forgive us our debts,

    As we forgive our debtors.

    13 And do not lead us into temptation,

    But deliver us from the evil one.

    For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.

    14 “For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 15 But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

Despite leaving a very oppressive system, Israel wishes they could return to a predictable but smaller life.

Stepping into the unknown can be so scary - that a terrible past seems better than an uncertain future.

At this point it’s a good to consider who you will put your trust in. Are you trusting God’s daily provision, or your ability to create a better future for yourself?

It is good to have a vision for your life and we will get around to that, but when the future looks unknown it’s not time to turn around and go back to Egypt.

There will be many reasons to head back to Egypt, but Egypt is not your home. You are called to walk forward into a new chapter with new challenges.

You are in the middle of the story, this is not the end.

This chapter will be about appreciating the day-to-day provision, sustenance and guidance from the LORD that will lead you into a new level of freedom.

God wants to free you from trusting in your ability to plan out your life in detail. He is calling you to trust him with things big and small. This will enable you to build a new foundation with fixed certainty in His goodness.

He is trustworthy. He is good. He will lead the way.

Write:

Are you afraid that you might repeat the mistakes of your past? Write down the past mistakes you wish never happened.

How did these things hurt you?

Pray:

Extend grace to your past self and forgive yourself for every hurt that you’ve written above. Picture the peace of God coming on your past self.

Ask God, what do I need to trust you with right now?

Take Action:

Often we can forgive others, but we can’t forgive ourselves. This leads to hyper-vigilance and fear of losing control. This means you continue to be held prisoner to our past.

The only way forward is make peace with our past, including our past self. It’s helpful to realise that the old self was crucified (re-read your Day 6 journal entries). This new you is not fearful to be vulnerable again. You no longer live, but Christ lives in you.

 
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