Day 8.

Our Daily Bread

Despite leaving a very oppressive system, Israel wishes they could return to a predictable but smaller life.

Stepping into the unknown can be so scary - that a terrible past seems better than an uncertain future.

At this point it’s a good to consider who you will put your trust in. Are you trusting God’s daily provision, or your ability to create a better future for yourself?

It is good to have a vision for your life and we will get around to that, but when the future looks unknown it’s not time to turn around and go back to Egypt.

There will be many reasons to head back to Egypt, but Egypt is not your home. You are called to walk forward into a new chapter with new challenges.

You are in the middle of the story, this is not the end.

This chapter will be about appreciating the day-to-day provision, sustenance and guidance from the LORD that will lead you into a new level of freedom.

God wants to free you from trusting in your ability to plan out your life in detail. He is calling you to trust him with things big and small. This will enable you to build a new foundation with fixed certainty in His goodness.

He is trustworthy. He is good. He will lead the way.

Write:

Are you afraid that you might repeat the mistakes of your past? Write down the past mistakes you wish never happened.

How did these things hurt you?

Pray:

Extend grace to your past self and forgive yourself for every hurt that you’ve written above. Picture the peace of God coming on your past self.

Ask God, what do I need to trust you with right now?

Take Action:

Often we can forgive others, but we can’t forgive ourselves. This leads to hyper-vigilance and fear of losing control. This means you continue to be held prisoner to our past.

The only way forward is make peace with our past, including our past self. It’s helpful to realise that the old self was crucified (re-read your Day 6 journal entries). This new you is not fearful to be vulnerable again. You no longer live, but Christ lives in you.

 

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